starting of a boom

I’m only 6% into this book I’m reading for Sunday school (yes that’s right I’m going to Sunday school). The book says “I believe in God, just not organized religion” then goes on to say “I don’t think people would say that if the church truly lived like we are called to live” boy does that resonate with me. This is exactly how I felt growing up. This caused me to be ashamed of my feelings and fall away from the lord. Did my church live like the were called to live? Should they have been mocking people for their clothing choices? Downgraded those you didn’t have enough money?